Whenever I get the opportunity to travel; I’m going!
As I had been having some drama prior to the cruise, I decided I needed a release ceremony–a ritual that is symbolic to rid yourself of something that has been weighing on you. I knew that I would do this ceremony during my cruise to the Bahamas.
The day of the ceremony, I had woken up late. I was very flustered, agitated, and disappointed. Even still, I didn’t let that stop me. I got off the ship with only 3 hours to enjoy what I had traveled so far, alone, to do! (Yes, I went all by myself! )
I found a guide, but I had no idea where I wanted to go! A few people suggested the beach, but I rushed out so fast, I’d forgotten my swimsuit! It didn’t matter; in the wink of an eye, my guide fastened the helmet on me and sped off on the motorbike to the beach–even without a swimsuit.
When we arrived, I was overcome by something so serene it was scary! Suddenly, it hit me that I’d ridden off in the Bahamas with a complete stranger who had brought me to a BEAUTIFUL, isolated beach in the middle of nowhere! Anything could happen to me. So since I my guide could be a deranged killer (he wasn’t), I at least needed to get in the water and enjoy the most beautiful sight my heart could wish for first!
The guide stayed behind to keep eye on the bike, and I stripped down to my undies and ran into the water!
In that moment, I felt a sense of overwhelming peace, comfort, and love. Although, I was afraid; something inside me told me to trust. I slowly walked all the way out until the water was so deep it nearly covered my face. I closed my eyes, let the water move me; yet hold me up. For several moments, I inhaled all the goodness and exhaled all the madness–blowing out all my grief as hard as could. Finally, I dove backwards as a sign of trust. I prayed and released as I backstroked all the way to the shore; stepping out of the water a new woman!
This life is so full of miracles. My day had begun so stressful; yet, ended so peacefully. Indeed, after every dark night; there’s a bright day ahead. Remember that always!